PattyBlaze
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Today, I feel like I have lost everything
Ever since I was a kid, I had one dream to make a lot of money and build a life that I could be proud of, I spent years chasing that dream
For the last four years, I barely stepped outside my room, I gave up a lot of things just to work, and focus on,
But today, I am back at zero
Everything I earn over the years is gone, all the money I work so hard for, all the time and effort I put in it’s all gone, And now Iam sitting here with nothing
I honestly don’t know what to do anymore, the stress has become so much that I don’t even feel like myself, My blood pressure has dropped my mind feels completely exhausted, and I am struggling to even process what happened..
It hurts differently when everything you work for disappear all of a suddenly
I am only 18 years old... I know I am still young, and maybe life has a lot more plans for me, but right now, I just can’t see anything clearly,
Right now, I don’t feel like work I don’t feel motivation I don’t even feel like doing anything
Money meant a lot to me Probably more than most people could ever understand I had huge goal, huge dream, and I genuinely believed I could achieve
But when everything suddenly disappear, you don’t know where to start again
I am writing this right now with a lot of difficulty because, honestly, I don’t know what else to say
I just hope that someday, I wll look back at this moment and realize that this wasn’t the end of my story
Ever since I was a kid, I had one dream to make a lot of money and build a life that I could be proud of, I spent years chasing that dream
For the last four years, I barely stepped outside my room, I gave up a lot of things just to work, and focus on,
But today, I am back at zero
Everything I earn over the years is gone, all the money I work so hard for, all the time and effort I put in it’s all gone, And now Iam sitting here with nothing
I honestly don’t know what to do anymore, the stress has become so much that I don’t even feel like myself, My blood pressure has dropped my mind feels completely exhausted, and I am struggling to even process what happened..
It hurts differently when everything you work for disappear all of a suddenly
I am only 18 years old... I know I am still young, and maybe life has a lot more plans for me, but right now, I just can’t see anything clearly,
Right now, I don’t feel like work I don’t feel motivation I don’t even feel like doing anything
Money meant a lot to me Probably more than most people could ever understand I had huge goal, huge dream, and I genuinely believed I could achieve
But when everything suddenly disappear, you don’t know where to start again
I am writing this right now with a lot of difficulty because, honestly, I don’t know what else to say
I just hope that someday, I wll look back at this moment and realize that this wasn’t the end of my story