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importance of forgetting the loss
yall probably know anything better than me but i just love to share my experience too . though i definitely do not call myself an experienced but hope others can take lessons of my mistake . i don't know when i exactly started gambling i think around 2 years ago starting in windice . everything was well gambling was fine and could control myself after loss . i used to play only on forum challenges so i could make profit thanks to windice . and with the help of god i got 1000usd with a bug bounty . i think this 1000usd was both good and bad . well who doesn't like money? everyone does . and this was the biggest amount i could have get from casino and i was so thankful of windice team that time . i took 900 and lost 100usd in windice . still really great .
before i get this bug bounty i was telling myself what if i register and play in multiple casino at the same time like windice so i can make bigger wins . i did registered in another casino .... and when i got that 900usd i deposited on the other casino and tried the promotional challenge which was getting 300x on a specific slot with 20 cents bet ..... i lost 700usd and couldn't get that multi . i was left with 200usd and i somehow lost that too in other casinos . at that point i was regretting every breath i was taking . it might not be big for some of you but 900usd is like 6 or 7 months of hard working here . i couldnt just accept the loss . after two or three weeks a miracle happened . or maybe a curse . i won 1200usd on that casino with only 50usd . i was excited and shocked . i took out all of the money and told myself i will never ever play in this casino . in the next 2 weeks i lost 1000usd . and the same thing happened again and won 1k usd . at this point i somehow convinced myself that if i lose big the casino will definitely help me recover my lost money. these cycle of loss and win created a law that no matter how bad the luck is one day i will recover . and after that i couldn't accept the loss . if i lose 1st depo it doesn't matter next depo will help . if the next one is lost too the next one will definitely recover all three depos . again lost 1k.
after a month or two i gathered few hundreds from windice and other casinos and deposited on that casino so i can recover that 1k . this time i won 2k . this is insane . this roller coaster sessions really made me believe that recovery is always guaranteed but it was just an illusion and a lie to myself to feed my greed . i could keep this 2k for a little while and then lost it all over again . i was almost zero for 2 months . after all of these , i couldn't accept the loss . could not believe how i lost this big amount of money , i know greed was the reason it reached 2k but it doesn't matter until you won't stop the gamble . same things happened again . i won 3k . then lost add more money of my own . reached 4k and lost it all . you see this? every time i am getting 1k more than before . did casino love me? am i Jesus? absolutely not . i lost it all over again . yet again i couldn't accept this big loss . 4k is hugeeeeeee to me . i shall recover it . i couldn't make it . in fact i kept losing again and again . deposited again and again thinking that i must recover the loss . they definitely will let me recover at least 1k . no that's not how it works . if you lost you lost guys do not think of how to recover it in a day or with one deposit . it might not even happen ever again . play wisely and carefully . i thought according to the pattern i will recover at least 1k but nope . because of not accepting the loss i lost even more. i believed sooooo much in recovery that i wasn't even thinking that losing exists . i borrowed a lot to recover the loss . but i lost them all . now i owe others 180usd and don't know how to pay them. whose fault is it? my dumb ass... i said several times that do not borrow for gambling in my previous posts yet i ignored my words too . gambling was soooo fun at first but without control it will consume you and your patience .
when i started gambling i was really happy even after 5usd wins as if the sweetest candy was given to a child . but as the time passed and wins got bigger (so does the loss) i was more drowned in my own mind trap of not accepting the loss
yall probably know anything better than me but i just love to share my experience too . though i definitely do not call myself an experienced but hope others can take lessons of my mistake . i don't know when i exactly started gambling i think around 2 years ago starting in windice . everything was well gambling was fine and could control myself after loss . i used to play only on forum challenges so i could make profit thanks to windice . and with the help of god i got 1000usd with a bug bounty . i think this 1000usd was both good and bad . well who doesn't like money? everyone does . and this was the biggest amount i could have get from casino and i was so thankful of windice team that time . i took 900 and lost 100usd in windice . still really great .
before i get this bug bounty i was telling myself what if i register and play in multiple casino at the same time like windice so i can make bigger wins . i did registered in another casino .... and when i got that 900usd i deposited on the other casino and tried the promotional challenge which was getting 300x on a specific slot with 20 cents bet ..... i lost 700usd and couldn't get that multi . i was left with 200usd and i somehow lost that too in other casinos . at that point i was regretting every breath i was taking . it might not be big for some of you but 900usd is like 6 or 7 months of hard working here . i couldnt just accept the loss . after two or three weeks a miracle happened . or maybe a curse . i won 1200usd on that casino with only 50usd . i was excited and shocked . i took out all of the money and told myself i will never ever play in this casino . in the next 2 weeks i lost 1000usd . and the same thing happened again and won 1k usd . at this point i somehow convinced myself that if i lose big the casino will definitely help me recover my lost money. these cycle of loss and win created a law that no matter how bad the luck is one day i will recover . and after that i couldn't accept the loss . if i lose 1st depo it doesn't matter next depo will help . if the next one is lost too the next one will definitely recover all three depos . again lost 1k.
after a month or two i gathered few hundreds from windice and other casinos and deposited on that casino so i can recover that 1k . this time i won 2k . this is insane . this roller coaster sessions really made me believe that recovery is always guaranteed but it was just an illusion and a lie to myself to feed my greed . i could keep this 2k for a little while and then lost it all over again . i was almost zero for 2 months . after all of these , i couldn't accept the loss . could not believe how i lost this big amount of money , i know greed was the reason it reached 2k but it doesn't matter until you won't stop the gamble . same things happened again . i won 3k . then lost add more money of my own . reached 4k and lost it all . you see this? every time i am getting 1k more than before . did casino love me? am i Jesus? absolutely not . i lost it all over again . yet again i couldn't accept this big loss . 4k is hugeeeeeee to me . i shall recover it . i couldn't make it . in fact i kept losing again and again . deposited again and again thinking that i must recover the loss . they definitely will let me recover at least 1k . no that's not how it works . if you lost you lost guys do not think of how to recover it in a day or with one deposit . it might not even happen ever again . play wisely and carefully . i thought according to the pattern i will recover at least 1k but nope . because of not accepting the loss i lost even more. i believed sooooo much in recovery that i wasn't even thinking that losing exists . i borrowed a lot to recover the loss . but i lost them all . now i owe others 180usd and don't know how to pay them. whose fault is it? my dumb ass... i said several times that do not borrow for gambling in my previous posts yet i ignored my words too . gambling was soooo fun at first but without control it will consume you and your patience .
when i started gambling i was really happy even after 5usd wins as if the sweetest candy was given to a child . but as the time passed and wins got bigger (so does the loss) i was more drowned in my own mind trap of not accepting the loss
