PattyBlaze
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Sometime there is a different kind of pain when you want something so badly, but somehow it never becomes yours You think about it all the time, you imagine how happy you would be if you finally had it, and slowly you start getting attached to the idea of it,
You keep hoping, even when you know there is no guarantee You tell yourself that maybe someday things will change, maybe somehow it will work out But then reality hits, and you realize that no matter how much you want it, you can't force it to happen
And honestly, that hurt
You are not angry, and you don't even know who to blame You just feel empty because something you wanted from your heart is still missing You try to act normal, you talk to people, you laugh, you keep doing everything you normally do, but somewhere inside, you are still thinking about that one thing
Sometimes you imagine how different everything could have been if you had gotten what you wanted You create little moments in your head, you think about the happiness it could have brought you, and for a few seconds it feels real
Then you remember that it isn't
I think that's the hardest part Accepting that sometimes you can want something with your whole heart and still not have it You can care deeply, hope for it every day, and still have to let it go
Maybe one day it won't hurt this much Maybe one day you will think about it and simply smile, knowing that it was something you once wanted but couldn't have
But right now, it still hurts
And maybe that's okay Some things take time to accept Some feelings don't disappear just because we tell ourselves to move on Sometimes we just have to give ourselves time and quietly accept that not everything we love or want is meant to stay in our live...!
You keep hoping, even when you know there is no guarantee You tell yourself that maybe someday things will change, maybe somehow it will work out But then reality hits, and you realize that no matter how much you want it, you can't force it to happen
And honestly, that hurt
You are not angry, and you don't even know who to blame You just feel empty because something you wanted from your heart is still missing You try to act normal, you talk to people, you laugh, you keep doing everything you normally do, but somewhere inside, you are still thinking about that one thing
Sometimes you imagine how different everything could have been if you had gotten what you wanted You create little moments in your head, you think about the happiness it could have brought you, and for a few seconds it feels real
Then you remember that it isn't
I think that's the hardest part Accepting that sometimes you can want something with your whole heart and still not have it You can care deeply, hope for it every day, and still have to let it go
Maybe one day it won't hurt this much Maybe one day you will think about it and simply smile, knowing that it was something you once wanted but couldn't have
But right now, it still hurts
And maybe that's okay Some things take time to accept Some feelings don't disappear just because we tell ourselves to move on Sometimes we just have to give ourselves time and quietly accept that not everything we love or want is meant to stay in our live...!