My Gambling confession

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Am I already addicted to gambling? 😭

In my recent post I talked about the difference of obsession and Addiction and now I am having my gambling confession.

This all started last year when I got invited to try Windice. My gambling journey began. But if last year up til February or March this year I was able to manage my gambling habit and not waste more than what I already have in my Windice balance, now I can no longer control my spending. Months ago, I would risk only my winnings and if I win more I'd cashout but if it turns zero I'd stop. I achieved that goal until few months ago. Before, I kept telling myself to never try playing or gambling in more than 1 casino, that Windice is enough. And that play only if forum and tg challenge is up and cashout after.
Never expected that I'd start getting addicted to gambling, playing more and chasing my loses, be it here in Windice or in other platform. I never saw it coming. I'd start risking all my crypto balance, depositing them back just right after cashing out trying my luck and see where my game will take me. I'd gamble it all in one roll using a 2x multiplier. I'd get green but most of the time I'd get red. Lol. Just few days ago, I risked these 180doges I won from the telegram hunt. i chased that 1000x in Dice to see if I can complete that forum challenge but unluckily it ate all my doge balance. Good thing I decided to not gamble my XRP's the same day.

Aside from that, I also cant help playing in these gambling platforms that caters slots games. Just this month I lost almost 200$ trying my luck in these slots. I used some of my salary to play and even started loaning in one of the loaning applications just so I can have something to gamble and see if I can multiply what I cashed in. I never thought that after few tries and successful bets, I'd be playing even more which lead to my funds slowly getting eaten. I cant control my gambling habit, I just noticed myself cashing in again trying to chase my loses and would just go back to reality when I already have a very few to zero balance in my digital wallet. Everyday I even tell myself to rest from gambling for the day and just come back and try again another day but sadly this reminder is useless because again, I cant control my gambling addiction. That when I lose some of my deposits, I would try again but in a different casino. And If I win big I still feel dissatisfied with what I won I still wanted to get more. I am getting really greedy.
My gambling habbit is becoming very serious and very bad that it affects not only my finances but my mental health as well. My sleeping hours even started to become shorter day by day just because my mind keeps thinking all about gambling.

I want this bad habbit to stop. I hope someday this will finally stop.
I am sharing this gambling addiction I have not for everyone to have pity on me or laugh at me but for you guys to be aware what these gambling addiction can ruin one's life, financially and mentally.
Know I am not proud of this addiction I have because I know this aint healthy.
And I am doing this confession here because I feel like I need to since this forum is already like my diary but an open diary and I want you all to see how gambling addiction is capable of ruining us badly.

Let's all play for fun only dont gamble too much and play responsibly.
 
Based on what you have shared, it appears that you are experiencing some symptoms of gambling addiction. The fact that you are unable to control your gambling habits, have a strong desire to continue gambling even when it is causing financial and mental harm, and are experiencing negative consequences as a result of your gambling, are all indicators that your gambling may be a problem.

It is important to seek help for your gambling addiction, as it can have serious and long-term consequences on your life. Some possible options include seeking support from a therapist or counselor who specializes in addiction, joining a support group for individuals struggling with gambling addiction, and/or enrolling in a treatment program specifically designed for gambling addiction.

It's commendable that you are recognizing the seriousness of your addiction and taking steps to address it. Remember that recovery is a process and it may take time, effort, and persistence. It's important to reach out for support and to take steps to manage your gambling behavior in a healthy and responsible way.
 
Tomki91 said:
Based on what you have shared, it appears that you are experiencing some symptoms of gambling addiction. The fact that you are unable to control your gambling habits, have a strong desire to continue gambling even when it is causing financial and mental harm, and are experiencing negative consequences as a result of your gambling, are all indicators that your gambling may be a problem.

It is important to seek help for your gambling addiction, as it can have serious and long-term consequences on your life. Some possible options include seeking support from a therapist or counselor who specializes in addiction, joining a support group for individuals struggling with gambling addiction, and/or enrolling in a treatment program specifically designed for gambling addiction.

It's commendable that you are recognizing the seriousness of your addiction and taking steps to address it. Remember that recovery is a process and it may take time, effort, and persistence. It's important to reach out for support and to take steps to manage your gambling behavior in a healthy and responsible way.
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Yeah I think I badly need one right now because I think this addiction I have is getting serious lately. I've lost so much again. But found myself not playing much last night though I still have a lot to gamble and thought of cashing my money out and I successfully did yey! I achieved the goal of setting limits in playing haha! But still need help because I might go back to being out of control again anytime right now and this is slowly killing me not just financially but mentally, psychologically and physically. 😅😭
 
being greedy is very common on gambling,just set limits on gambling and dont think on hitting big..Do some stuff to lessen your gambling addiction,you can also think of me to lessen your gambling addiction,ill send you my photos right away.. 😆😆
 
However, I strongly advise against using external factors, such as the suggestion of someone else, as a means to reduce your gambling addiction. It is essential to seek professional help from a licensed therapist or counselor who can provide you with the appropriate treatment and support to overcome this issue. Additionally, setting limits on gambling and seeking healthier alternatives for leisure activities can also help reduce the urge to gamble excessively. Remember, it is crucial to prioritize your well-being and take steps to address any addictive behavior.
 
Thanks for sharing your gambling confession. It's super important to prioritize our well-being. Seeking professional help is a game-changer, no doubt. If anyone's looking for valuable insights, check out https://plainenglish.io/gambling/br – they've got some great resources on navigating this journey!
 
Why I see other members here either agreeing to your post or feeling sorry and give empathy and nice words but will soon give links of another casinos hahahaha. Seen this not just once but many times in someone's post. Crazy strategy to promote the sites and/or share their reflinks.
 
I dont need another casinos to play anymore im already fine here in Windice here i know and im confident i can profit weekly. Small sometimes but decent amount to earn and grow
 
Mrbones said:
being greedy is very common on gambling,just set limits on gambling and dont think on hitting big..Do some stuff to lessen your gambling addiction,you can also think of me to lessen your gambling addiction,ill send you my photos right away.. 😆😆
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Saw this comment only now and it made me laugh remembering how crazy you gambled here months ago but will tell me not to think on hitting big 😂. And where are your photos? Its already feb you still havent sent me any 😂 you're not even visiting windice anymore😭 come back i miss competing with you in the challenges
 
Tomki91 said:
However, I strongly advise against using external factors, such as the suggestion of someone else, as a means to reduce your gambling addiction. It is essential to seek professional help from a licensed therapist or counselor who can provide you with the appropriate treatment and support to overcome this issue. Additionally, setting limits on gambling and seeking healthier alternatives for leisure activities can also help reduce the urge to gamble excessively. Remember, it is crucial to prioritize your well-being and take steps to address any addictive behavior.
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An effective suggestion and advice can already work for me even if it comes only from a friend or colleagues but thanks for advising me to really seek professional help. I will try reaching out them but not for now. Sometimes huge loses helps me realize my mistakes and to never repeat it anymore
 
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