Fear of the unknown 💔

[shadow1994]

Fear of the unknown, fear of tomorrow, where will I be? with whom? will I stay healthy or will it go away? will I be happy or will I be overwhelmed by sadness?

There are many questions in my mind that I don't know the answer to, and the more I think about it, the more I feel lost, the excessive thinking about the future bothers me, it makes me wake up from my deep sleep at night, my heart beats faster, my stomach is cramping, my head hurts, I tremble, I feel dizzy, all this is just that I thought about what could happen tomorrow, what is my future?

Sometimes I laugh and feel very happy, just after a delicious meal or a quick trip maybe even a call from someone dear to my heart In the midst of all this beauty, my heart suddenly contracts And the question comes back is this beauty exist tomorrow? Will my happiness be like this tomorrow?

This feeling is very painful and tired and exhausting for the soul and even for health, fear of the future yes fear of the unknown.